Mraz is such a good singer ! The current #1, I'm Yours, is also awesome ! Btw, i won't (probably) going to be online somewhere in mid July. I have to go home again to manage several things up. ^_^
New avatar (eclair from kiddy grade, one of my favourite character due to her positiveness in everything despite me being all negative thinker at most of my time)
New banner (yes, i need time machine for a number of personal reason, but in Islam accepting god's fate is never to be question, but all this is just my little heart wishing in the background)
I can't stop blogging afterall. But.. i will be back when i'm ready. For the time being, MLRT has been updated to T0619. Check bezictosoft for more info on that.
Right now, i have several tonnes of things and matters on my shoulders to get over with. To tell the truth, i'm kind of a little tired. but all for the sake being the eldest male in the family i have to be strong. i can't afford to be weak.
To be strong, i must have something to keep me going. and for that, i need my mother's voice.. and that why i called her every night from now on since then. registering something in my heart since then has been hard. being alone here in tanjong malim is mostly unthinkable. well, since i can't bother my friends, i've flushed all the trouble to myself with this thought in mind : "the world will not moving if i'm not moving, to be somewhere i must go there myself"
insyaAllah, i would be able to post at full galore somewhere near august or september.
I have decided to close this blog for good (to the point of writing this but i don't think i would finalize this decision anytime sooner).
However, bezictosoft will be not affected by this decision.
4hb Jun 2008. Panggilan telefon aku terima pada waktu pagi yang menyatakan abah aku pengsan di pejabat benar-benar merisaukan aku. Aku telah dihubungi oleh adik lelaki yang bongsu pada ketika itu. Kira-kira jam 8:30pagi, SMS yang aku hantar yang menyatakan kesediaan aku untuk pulang sekiranya diperlukan telah dibalas dengan panggilan telefon menyatakan aku perlu juga kembali kerana .. aku telah kehilangan abahku.
Lantas, tanpa berfikir panjang aku terus menyimpan laptop yang digunakan ke almari dan memberitahu senior untuk memberitahu bahagian pentadbiran aku terpaksa pulang segera. Aku pada waktu itu, tak menyatakan dengan jelas kepada seniorku itu kerana perasaan aku pada ketika itu sudahpun terlalu sebak tetapi sebab aku adalah lelaki sulung, aku perlu tabah.
Setelah melepaskan panggilan tersebut, aku pulang ke rumah seketika untuk mengemaskan pakaian yang perlu dan terus menutup punca air di depan rumah. Selanjutnya setelah mengisi minyak, aku terus keluar tol Behrang walhal pada kelazimannya aku akan keluar terus di Slim River menuju ke Lebuhraya PLUS.
Pemanduan menuju ke Kedah sepanjang 4 jam amat menyeksakan jiwa aku.
Kali terakhir aku berjumpa dengan abah aku adalah pada Mac lepas masa mengunjungi majlis konvokesyen adik lelaki selepas aku di UTM Skudai. Kami memang ditakdirkan jarang berbual dan sekiranya hendak difikirkan itulah yang paling aku kesalkan sekarang. Perkataan terakhir aku dengar daripadanya adalah sewaktu mama menelefon aku menceritakan mengenai baju batik berwarna ungu yang mana abahku akan membelikan kemudian di atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Dalam minggu sebelum abahku meninggal, sekeluarga aku kecuali diri aku telah bercuti di Kelantan. Iaitu negeri di mana abahku kini bekerja. Ahli keluarga aku (kecuali aku) semuanya sempat berbual malah bercuti di Tok Bali sehari sebelum abahku kembali ke rahmahtullah.
Berita kematian abahku sehari selepas mama dan adik2 ku tiba di Kedah sememangnya tidak dapat diterima kerana arwah kelihatan sihat saja. Tetapi apa yang milik-Nya akan dipulangkan kepada-Nya. Dengan itu aku redha di atas ketentuan-Nya.
Setelah hanya berhenti sekali di Gunung Semanggol, aku meneruskan perjalanan dengan kelajuan malar. Aku tiba di Kedah dalam jam 1:00pm dan aku hampir2 demam pada waktu itu dan aku terus menuju ke mama ku yang pada waktu itu berada di rumah atukku. Ketika itu, telah begitu ramai kenalan di kawasan luar rumah.
Aku diminta pulang ke rumah taman terlebih dahulu untuk membersihkan diri bersama adik2 ku. Seterusnya selepas asar, aku dan adik2 ku terus bertolak semula ke rumah atukku untuk menunggu ketibaan jenazah dari Kelantan.
Di beritakan jenazah abahku telah pun disempurnakan di Kelantan dan disembahyangkan di sana dan bertolak dari sana ke Kedah dalam jam 1:00 tengahari.
Kira-kira jam 5:00 petang semua kenalan arwah abahku tiba di perkarangan rumah kampung atukku itu. Dari serata Malaysia, SUK Negeri Kelantan dan wakil Kerajaan Negeri Kedah juga tiba menunggu.
Jenazah tiba dalam pukul 7:45 petang dan alhamdullilah semua ahli keluarga sebelah abahku dan nenekku termasuk adik2 sempat memberikan penghormatan terakhir.
Namun, dilaporkan arwah abahku ada mempunyai seorang anak angkat. Sampai ke hari ini, aku masih tidak dapat menghubungi dan mengenalinya.
Jenazah dikebumikan setelah disembahyangkan sekali lagi selepas Isyak. Setelah urusan pengkebumian selesai, kami adik beradik dan mama ku dibawa ke rumah atukku semula untuk menyempurnakan hal-hal lain.
... Kini setelah 8 hari, aku kembali ke tanjong malim setelah menguruskan urusan di kampung. Mujurnya semua sanak saudara sebelah mama ku menetap di Kedah. Aku juga di dalam perancangan membawa ibu ke rumah aku bilamasa adik perempuanku yang bongsu masuk ke sekolah menengah berasrama penuh kelak. Sekiranya adik lelaki aku berkahwin dahulu, mungkin dia akan membawa bersama mama untuk tinggal bersama.
Aku sekarang dalam proses untuk menyempurnakan dokumen pencen arwah abah aku. Dengan ini dapat mengurangkan beban dari faktor kewangan untuk keluarga aku. InsyaAllah semuanya akan selesai dalam minggu hadapan.
Kepada rakan2 blogger, keputusan aku sama ada menutup atau tidak blog ini bergantung kepada entry aku seterusnya sekiranya ada. Sekiranya tiada entry seterusnya, diharap maafkan segala kesilapan dan terkasar bahasa yang telah aku inputkan di dalam blog ini.
BezictoSoft akan terus berada di ruang siber ini. Terima kasih kepada semua.
first is the MLRT version T0604 that will removes newer 'version' for vbs:autorun malware. and the second one is internal beta of DPTAplikasi K4 with enhance reporting capabilities.
the DPTAplikasi however will be not made public. only a few of my closed friends will get to download the sofware (IF they're online AND i am not busy with anything else).
So, that all for today.
and by the way, this is regarding the tag board on the lower left of this screen. if i detected any entry that not in line with my privacy, i will delete it immediately. please be considerate with my standing. thanks.
here is a taste of what coming : (click to enlarge)
Aku ada beberapa cadangan berhubung subsidi petrol tanahair yang mana kerajaan pusat sekarang tengah mengalami dilema besar-besaran bagaimana untuk menenteramkan rakyat.
1. Hapuskan subsidi petrol dan disel secara beransur-ansur dalam tempoh tertentu.
2. Bayaran sekali masuk yang murah untuk lebuhraya2 dan laluan ekspres di Malaysia. Mungkin perlu kaji tempoh konsesi dengan yang mana berkenaan. Misalnya kos dari Tanjong Malim ke Alor Setar Utara kini mencecah sehingga RM60+, apa kata dikurangkan kepada sekali harung RM10 dengan pecahan minimum RM3.50 untuk setiap plaza tol (ada 3 kesemuanya sekiranya menuju ke arah yang aku nyatakan)
3. Bayaran insuran, cukai jalan dan lesen kenderaan diminimumkan. Sebagai contoh insuran kenderaan yang tidak masuk akal sepatutnya boleh diminimakan, mungkin dengan pemberian peratusan NCD yang lebih tinggi daripada apa yang diamalkan sekarang. Misalnya 20% untuk tahun pertama, 40% untuk tahun kedua, 65 untuk tahun ketiga. Atau mungkin insuran kenderaan yang tetap untuk semua jenis kenderaan boleh dikuatkuasakan.
Pemberian kupon subsidi boleh mendatangkan banyak ketirisan. Pemberian elaun tertentu kepada kakitangan perkhidmatan awam setelah penghapusan subsidi juga terhad hanya pada kakitangan awam sahaja. Mekanisme fizikal seumpama ini pada aku haruslah dielakkan sama sekali. Jadi bagaimana hendak merealisasikan pemberian subsidi yang telus kepada semua rakyat tanpa mengira faktor perkerjaan dan seterusnya sampai kepada kumpulan sasaran ? Ini amat sukar dilakukan. Maka terpulanglah kepada Yang Berhormat untuk memikirkan mekanisme yang sesuai.
4. Hapuskan subsidi bahan api sebagaimana perkara 1. dan seterusnya alihkan kepada subsidi bahan makanan KESELURUHANNYA. Harga bahan makanan tidak terdedah (sangat) kepada turun-naik harga.
5. Memperkenalkan sticker cukai jalan berasaskan nilai cc kenderaan. Pada pam minyak ada aturan2 mungkin sehingga 3 tahap mengikut kategori nilai berkenaan. Misalnya kategori A harganya penuh tanpa subsidi. Kategori B untuk nilai subsidi tertentu dan begitulah seterusnya. Ya, sekali lagi ketirisan boleh berlaku dan syarikat minyak mungkin perlu berbelanja banyak. Tetapi ini hanyalah satu cadangan.
I went to another kenduri today with one of my other senior from a different division than i am. the flow starts at nine am and we arrived at the promised place exactly at eleven am.
before that, i put RM50 worth of fuel inside the car and by the time i reached home back from that event, the meter shown 280km and at that time my car still has a balance exactly half tank of fuel ! Not bad. I estimated that would be somewhere around RM20-RM30 for 280km worth of travel !
back to the event, foooh... the rendang daging and ayam goreng berempah was totally awesome and out of this world ! But of course, i have to control my eating habit as at this age, diseases could come and come again in a full blast. That goes to you too young men and women.. watch your what you eat when you're in mid 30's or else you'll regret it later ^_^
after meeting with the tuan rumah we've decided to go home and arrived at tanjong malim at three-something pm..
that concluded today's journey. awaiting tomorrow to open it doors..
Last night : last night, i have been bitten by some unknown bug and then came the effects : my entire body has this weird bums all over the place. imagine this.. being hit by thousand of mosquitoes (at the same time) and as an immediate effect, your entire body aches.
quickly after dinner i went to the nearby clinic and the doctor suggested that i might have some sort of allergy to some known bug. but he didn't elaborate more on that as i am more concern about my entire body at that time been colored in red due to itchiness reaction.
soon, the doctor gave me some lotion to ease the itchiness and two packs of tablet where one labeled as 'allergy' and the other 'itchiness'.
alhamdullillah, all the bums gone by next morning which is today's morning and i can proceed to go to work after all ^_^
today's evening : i got a call from a woman(girl ?) and ask me to collect my spectacles that thanks god after 3 weeks of waiting its finally finished. so, off i go to the shop. after receiving the specs from the cute-looking shopkeeper (ha ha)... i inspected the specs. and... that coating problem is still visible but this time not as major as the last one. so, i insisted a replacement. the shopkeeper's boss a.k.a (i think) the optometrist inspected the spec as to confirm my findings. and he agreed. after long sighing (looking at the troublesome specs of course) he told me that he will send the lenses to a different factory this time. (and why the hell you aren't doing that on the first place ?)
well.. there is goes again. i have to wait another 10 days for the new lenses to arrived. but this time, i get to keep the specs and wear it as the problem is minor anyway. they issued me a FOC replacement (with receipt of course) immediately after i raise my comments.
In this entire life, well, since i was in form 2 at school somewhere in Selangor, i was told to myself that i wanted to be like one those from the unsung heroes, heroes.
what exactly is that suppose to mean ? by definition, unsung heroes were heroes that never published or written in any sort of media about their achievements and good deeds they've been doing to the society.
yup i know, what i'm doing right now is totally the exact opposite. i wanted my apps and tools to be known to at least to one person in every country. it's that simple. even I'm a complex person nevertheless though. keeping high profile of myself in every forum i attend was indeed an act of 'sung'-ed heroes. but keeping the apps itself as freeware is the least that i can do to make me somehow in line of the unsung heroes methodology.
2nd part : iphone..
I was thinking to let go of my K810i as soon as iphone 3g arrived here in Malaysia. Lately i've been holding myself in getting the ipod touch by reading reviews about the PSP before making my move. Ah... ipod touch vs PSP. Then comes the iphone 3g that probably going to launch on June in the US. Of course the k810i is a good phone with all that camera features.. but i somehow hate the cute little screen. but wait.. isn't the iphone only has 2mp camera ? Ha ha.. i actually has high expectation on iphone 3g.. and please... let the java client somehow make it debut in the iphone 3g. and lastly, please Apple... release your iphone here in Malaysia... soon ! but, if the iphone out of reach within my budget, i will getting either the psp or ipod touch before july...
enough mumbling.. latest version MLRT, both the full and autorun version can be downloaded at bezictosoft. link is on the left side of the screen.
thanks for tuning for today's episode. ^_^
p/s : i've been rather ... what you called that... aha.. weak minded about everything lately. i need something to rejoice myself. I am thinking to take a whole two weeks job leave somewhere in July. Hmm...
